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I walk across an empty land, i knew the pathway like the back of my hand, i felt the earth beneath my feet, sat by the river and it made me complete, oh simple thing, where have you gone, im getting old and i need something to rely on, so tell me when, you're gonna let me in, im getting tired and i need somewhere to begin, and if you have a minute why dont we go, talk about it somewhere only we know, this could be the end of everything, so why dont we go somewhere only we know...
Nov. 5th, 2007 @ 07:22 pm (no subject)
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my life is complete. almost. im seeing bright eyes on friday. and yeah. that photo is not zoomed.
Oct. 1st, 2007 @ 04:40 am (no subject)
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people that ive been in love with


johnathan taylor thomas
jack dawson
billy corgan
May. 23rd, 2007 @ 07:48 pm (no subject)
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this just got to me.

when the tears come streamin down your face
when you lose something you cant replace
you love someone but it goes to waste
could it be worse?

high above or down below
when youre too in love to let it go
but if you never try than you never know
just what youre worth.


sigh. life.
Jan. 31st, 2007 @ 10:45 pm (no subject)
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voyagers=family. this is the trip to caswell from the beginning of the year.
Sep. 16th, 2006 @ 06:42 pm (no subject)
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8enXdGJJuv8

sounds terrible. cuz we're crying so hard.
Jul. 3rd, 2006 @ 12:40 pm (no subject)
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Current Mood: high
Flowing through my veins: the sound of other people typing.
basically.....i am at NC Governors' School.
and its amazing.


the end.
Mar. 15th, 2006 @ 11:16 pm (no subject)
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I GOT INTO GOVERNOR'S SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dec. 6th, 2005 @ 11:38 pm (no subject)
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way too gangster for your face.

Nov. 21st, 2005 @ 11:05 pm (no subject)
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Flowing through my veins: lotr rotk
im watching the special edition return of the king. its so much more intense than the regular one. im sitting here like....glued. mordor is not a nice place. nope.


today was BAD BAD BAD ...with one or two good things.

-woke up
-didnt have a voice so i cried relaly hard
-rob picked me up
-had to walk from the parking lot to school in the POURING rian
-we were soaked
-sat in the -23 degree chem room
-called dad-
-went home
-took a bath
-did all the homework ive ignored the past few days
-slept
-grandparents came
-drank 2 gallons of water to regain my voice
-went to choir
-sang sang sang....with my half voice
-solo audtions
-symphany rehearsal
-dinner
-lord of the rings
-homework
-lord of the rings
-lord of the rings
-lord of the rings
-lord of the rings
-lord of the rings

yeah. thats right. i love lord of the rings. if you dont. theres something wrong.

you're beautiful. its true.
Sep. 24th, 2005 @ 10:35 am (no subject)
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Current Mood: accomplished
Flowing through my veins: expedia. dot com!
last night. i saw.


PAUL MCCARTNEY.


yes i did. it was one f the most amazing night of my life. at one point i went up tot he front and i was about 10 feet away from him. it was amazing. he was so close. omgggg a beatle. so close. he's a real person. its weird to think. this time he wasnt a TV.


he saw me and gave me a big smile and one of those rock on signs. im the luckiest person ever. paul saw me. adknowleged me. life is complete.


he put on a really good show. REALLY good show. of course the second he came on i burst into ters of extreme joy. is first song was magical mystery tour, which is love. then he had an acoustic set in the middle. he changed up some of the words to let it be. which is odd....but he's paul mccartney he's allowed to do whatever the fuck he wants. mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn he also sang penny lane. i love that song so much. i love everything...

live and let die....BOOOOOOOOOOM!!!! *explotion..*


so amazing. omggg...m in awe....i was scremaing crying singing yelling clapping dancing going INSANE.

and for awhile. all i could do was smile. just smile.

and in this moment. i am happy.
Sep. 17th, 2005 @ 01:09 am (no subject)
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i chopped off all my hair.
Sep. 12th, 2005 @ 11:30 pm (no subject)
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You scored as Christine. Christine: You are loving and compassionate. You are gullible and strong. Though you often lose sight of what you really want, you have your friends as guidance to help you. You want what is best for everyone, even though it may not be accomplishable.


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Christine

88%

Carlotta

75%

Andre

75%

Madame Giry

75%

Raoul

63%

The Phantom

50%

Meg Giry

50%

Firmin

38%

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this is exciting
Sep. 11th, 2005 @ 10:12 am (no subject)
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Flowing through my veins: the junior varsity
the voyager lock-in was pretty much amazing. i love all of my voyagers. everyone is so accepting and so nice. we're all so differnt but we all have the one thing in common. we're SINGERS. its so amazing. i loveeee it. so yeah....we went to sleep around 4:30 am.....then at 5 horrell came around with a huge drums and banged it in everyones faces. nice. so yeah....me and dutka left at about 8 in the morning and she took me home....and i went to breakfast with my parents. it was kinda nice spending some time with them. then came home.....i told myself i would take a one hour nap.........yeahh i slept for 6. so it was like.....4:30 when i got up and i was like....blahhh... then rob called and told me to get dressed.....and he came and took me to the beach so we could watch the waves. the waves are CRAZY. they are INSAnely huge. it was scary. they were like....crashing over the pier. SCARY.

so yeah....we went out to an actual restaurant. hahaha....yeah then we saw the excorsism of emily rose which was the scariest thing ive ever seen in my life....holy fucking shit. i was curled up in a ball hiding the whole movie. and i was like screaming....it was so scary. i was seriously about to cry. so yeah.....i was all like quiet and shit afterwards and rob was being all concerned and all. haha...yeahh....so i slept with my parents. my dad said i was too old to sleep in the bed so i had a sleeping bag on the floor next to the bed. with the three dogs. ahahhaha....im such a little kid.

when she was going crazy and shit with all the demons in her and all.....one two three four five SIX. SIX. SIX. then all the demons inside of her were talking simultaniously. and they were telling the priest their names and demon number six goes.... "and i am lucifur IN THE FLESH" it was the creepiest thing i have ever seen in my life. holy shit. i was shaking. ughhhh im never gonna sleep alone ever again..........

so im gonna make a sleepover schedule. sign up for times you want to sleepover so i dont have to sleep with my parents all the time. haha.
Sep. 4th, 2005 @ 04:49 am (no subject)
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as you can see........i got a nose ring...and it came with free

installation....its really exciting.... my mom had a FIT.  it was

great.  she was like OMG IVE RAISED A DELINQUENT!  it was

pretty much amazing. i bought it at the peircing place downtown and a

really big pierced tatooed man  put it in for me.  he was

really nice. 





im still sick.  its terrible.  my heads about to

explode.  since i cant sing ive been playing the pian omore than

nesicary.  i learned speed of sound and the theme from the

notebook.  woo hoooo.   then i had dirty hot sex with 3

lesbians.  actually.  i didnt.  just making sure you

were still listening....yeah thats about all i have to say about

anything.........





oh yeah.......i watched all of garden state in one sitting for the

first time ever.  i cried.  it was touching.  it really

was..... : (


i swear im gonna marry andrew largeman.  if he was real. 
Sep. 1st, 2005 @ 11:51 pm pokemon is for gangsters
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just for you.









Aug. 31st, 2005 @ 03:53 am (no subject)
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I'm a stranger
hear myself
Aug. 30th, 2005 @ 02:23 am (no subject)
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Current Mood: busy
Flowing through my veins: choral stuff
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I am a dancer or try to be.
[/ ] I am a morning person.
[/] I am a perfectionist.
[x] I am an only child.
[ ] I am Catholic.
[x] I am currently in my pajamas.
[ ] I am currently pregnant.
[x] I am currently single
[] I am currently suffering from a breaking heart.
[] I am okay at styling other people's hair.
[ ] I am left handed.
[ ] I am married.
[X] I am addicted to my myspace.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[/] I am very shy around the opposite gender at first.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I can be paranoid at times.
[x] I currently have a crush on someone.
[] I currently regret something that I have done/am doing.
[x] When I get mad I curse frequently.
[] I don't hate anyone.
[ ] I enjoy country music.
[x] I enjoy jazz music.
[x] I enjoy smoothies.
[/] I enjoy talking on the phone.
[ ] I have a car
[x] I have a cell phone.
[] I have/had a hard time paying attention at school.
[]I have a hidden talent. ( who knows.....its hidden)
[x] I have a lot to learn.
[x] I have a pet.
[x] I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
[] I have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" guy/girl
[ ]I have all my (real) grandparents, none of them have died.
[ ] I have at least one brother and/or sister.
[ ] I have been in a threesome.
[x] I have been to another country.
[x] I have been to Europe.
[x] I have been told that I am very smart.
[] I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.
[x] I have broken a bone.
[x] I have Caller I.D. on my phone.
[ ] I have changed a diaper/nappy.
[X] I have changed a lot over the past year.
[x] I have done something illegal.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[x] I have had major/minor surgery
[ ] I have killed another person.
[ ] I have had my hair cut within the last week.
[x] I have had the cops called on me.
[x] I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn't.
[x] I have kissed someone of the same gender.
[x] I have mood swings.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] I have rejected someone before.
[x]I have seen The Lord of the Rings trilogy. HELL YES I HAVE. ABOUT 349832108 TIMES.
[x] I have seen the television show The O.C.
[x] I have tried a drug that is illegal.
[x] I have watched Sex and the City.
[x] I have watched the television show Spongebob Squarepants.
[x] I like Shakespeare.
[] I like the taste of blood.
[x] I love to cook.
[x] I like to sing.
[x] I love Michael Jackson. maybe not love....
[x] I love my friends.
[x] I love sleeping.
[] I love to play computer games.
[x] I love to shop.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I own 100 CDs or more.
[x] I own and use a library card.
[ ] I practice a religion that is not considered mainstream
[x] I read books.
[] I sleep a lot during the day.
[x] I strongly dislike math.
[]I think Britney Spears is pretty.
[ ] I was born in a country other than the US.
[ ] I watch soap operas on a regular basis.
[] I will try anything once.
[] I work at a job that I enjoy.
[] I would classify myself as ghetto.
[]I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I can name all 7 dwarfs from Snow White.
[] I am currently wearing socks.
[ ] I hate summer.
[x] I am tired.
[X]I love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt
[x] I am sick of the same surveys, yet, i still do them. AMEN.
Aug. 24th, 2005 @ 09:09 pm (no subject)
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Flowing through my veins: no one puts baby in the corner
im reading this book called Soprano on her head. its about what goes on in the minds of classical musicians. very accurate and eye opening. it drops obscure music vocabulary into random places. like it expects the reader to know what it means. so it expects the reader to be a musician. which i am.


school starts tomorrow. i am extremly upset about that. not only my freedom. but my classes are the definition of shit. and i dont have lunch with ANY of the posse. no one. except dutka. thats it. good thing rob only has thrid period twice a week. so he can come rescue me on the days he's off. i dont have lunch with anyone. lunch is the one time of day where i can drop everything and be with my friends. but no. not this year.

there is voyagers. i do have voyagers. im not too excited. we arent going to be that great. i can tell. at least ill be singing in a choir again. ive missed that.



my mom and ericas mom were extremly nice last night. they were like.....ok girls.....no curfew tonight..... that was insane. lots of jimbos and rednecks involved in that one. hahahahha. and walmart lingerie. wow.


i dont feel well.
Aug. 23rd, 2005 @ 06:15 am (no subject)
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Current Mood: bitchy
Flowing through my veins: spice girls
i woke up thinking it was going to be an awesome day.
it was...until i got home.
i went to the beach with erica. the water was the prettiest ive ever seen it. crystal clear.
only i saw fish in it and that didnt make me happy.
im afriad of fish.

we went to this new grille place.
it was really good.

then i went to girls choir.
always fun.
then i went home.
got the yelling at of a lifetime.
quite tear jerking.
so i ran out of the house.
anna came and took me out to eat.
i went home.
got yelled at some more.

bbyo is killing me.
killing me very well.
sean came over.
we played volleyball.

then me and andrew watched whos line is it anyway.

then he went home.
and i got online.

my day wasnt as great as i thought it would be.

i hung out with erica though. that was the best part. she makes my world happier.
Aug. 16th, 2005 @ 05:11 am a night with my boys
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Current Mood: knotch in your bedpost
Flowing through my veins: freedy johnson

emo andrew in 100% my clothes.  he's adorable


emo sean in 100% my clothes.  minus the boxers.  he can totally pull off the emo look.  he wont admit it but he likes my tight jeans.



the lovely sean and rob.  downtown.  in my clothes.  being emo.  god they are so freaking cute.  sean is sweating.


when i told them to try to look upset.......this is what happens.  theres a picture of elise on top of my mirror.  just so you know.


this is rob.  he is pretty much the most gorgeous thing ive ever seen in my life.  god i love this picture so much.. you have to agree that he is HOTTTTT.  especially in my jeans.  muahahaha.



and THAT, my friends, is a typical night with the boys in the hood.